Down and out

I knew it was going to be a hard going out to dinner I had been not feel well all day the low pressure had been sitting on me all day the ringing and spinning. But I pull myself together and go out thinking I can still do this but i don't get through dinner and it hits me like a blow to the head and everything goes dark and the torture starts . This time it was very hard and hurt so much and I even begged Ed to take me to the ER it hurt so much. The Down and outs of life with MD right now has been a challenged. A low pressure that sat right over us for a few days and it just made my head hurt and that the pressure was going to blow my head off my shoulders. This time I ended up in bed for a week with no memory of the week at all . I know that I had my wonderful friends sitting next to me helping me . But what bothers me the most is the lost time the no memory of only pain and begging God to take it away. Then I have been having an issue with my new med SERC. Its been kicking up my Asthma I don't know why and its sent me to the hospital twice. I wonder if anyone else has had the same thing while taking SERC .. Well another week and I am looking forward to this week as a blessing ..